Police sergeant, 39, gassed his autistic three-year-old son to death then took his own life after being ‘driven mad’ by shielding for three months during first Covid lockdown, inquest hears
- Both Sgt Louden and Harrison died from asphyxiation, the inquest heard
- Harrison’s son Samantha said she will miss him ‘with every breath I take’
- The sergeant had been prescribed anti-depressants but did not to take them
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A police sergeant gassed his autistic son to death before taking his own life after being ‘driven man’ by shielding for three months during the first Covid lockdown, an inquest has heard.
The bodies of David Louden, 39, and three-year-old Harrison were found at their £210,000 semi-detached home in Kidderminster on August 13 last year.
The county’s senior coroner, David Reid, heard on Thursday that Sgt Louden had been prescribed anti-depressants but had decided not to take them before the tragedy.
The inquest was told there was no evidence of third party involvement in the incident, which was discovered after Mr Louden’s wife Samantha, who was away from their home on a family holiday, alerted a friend that he was not answering her messages.
Sgt Louden wrote a message to his wife Samantha on the night of the deaths which was not sent.
David Louden, 39, a police sergeant, was found dead next to a three-year-old son Harrison in Kidderminster (pictured together)
Detectives have confirmed that one of their police colleagues killed his own son before taking his own life
In another letter Sgt Louden wrote to his sister Debbie, he said ‘during the last 18 months of Covid, demons have escaped.’
And in a note to his parents, he said ‘I hate myself’ adding ‘I know I’m seriously mentally unwell.’
Mr Reid also heard evidence that Harrison was believed to have autistic spectrum disorder, with his parents engaging with the health authorities to seek help for him.
In a statement made in recent weeks, which was read to the inquest, Sgt Louden’s widow, who is also a police officer, described him as a ‘kind and loving’ husband and father who always supported others.
She said: ‘I do not understand the unforgivable decision Dave took.
‘I will never be able to forgive Dave for taking the life of my little boy, Harrison, who was completely innocent.
‘He had no right to take my son’s life regardless of how he was feeling himself.
‘Harrison was a happy boy. I miss him with every breath I take. The pain of Harrison’s loss grows deeper as each day passes.’
Mrs Louden ended her statement by saying: ‘Sleep tight, my little boy. Love you to the moon and back.’
In separate earlier statements, Mrs Louden said her husband had a lot of anxieties, which the Covid pandemic had ‘escalated’ enormously.
Sgt Louden found the period ‘really tough’ and he went on to have counselling but had not discussed taking his own life.
Both Sgt Louden and Harrison died from asphyxiation either late on August 12 or early on August 13, the inquest was told.
Summarising the evidence in the case before reaching his conclusions, Mr Reid said Harrison had experienced significant language and communication difficulties, while it was ‘crystal clear’ how much Mr and Mrs Louden loved and cared for him – with ‘everything they did driven by a desire to do the best for him’.
The coroner said: ‘The court has heard many stories about how the Covid-19 pandemic and the lockdowns this country has had to endure affected people’s physical and mental health.
‘For Dave and Sam Louden that meant conferences (about Harrison’s condition) were often delayed and had to take place remotely rather than in person.
‘That is to imply no criticism of those involved; it’s just a sad fact and one of the many consequences of the pandemic.
‘But it seems to me those consequences also had an effect on Dave’s mental health.’
The coroner added that Sgt Louden’s wife had described the impact on him from Covid as akin to ‘cabin fever’ – which had left him withdrawn and very down.
Accepting that Sgt Louden had been concerned for Harrison’s health and wellbeing and for the rest of his family, Mr Reid concluded: ‘These events, of course, led to an extensive police investigation.
‘Having received all the evidence in this case, I am quite satisfied on the balance of probabilities that David Louden killed his son, Harrison.
‘At the time of carrying out both these acts it was Dave’s clear intention to take Harrison’s and then his own life.’
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