An adult worker who spent £30,000 on three boob jobs as part of her “bimbofication” spoke about the reactions she gets in public.
Maddison Fox endures “disgusted” looks from strangers because of her hyper-feminine appearance.
But despite the unwanted attention, the Surrey stunner loves her doll-like aesthetic and is even considering a Brazilian butt lift.
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The glamorous 30-year-old spoke to the Daily Star about what inspired her transformation and the positives and negatives that have come from it.
Giving an insight into what it’s like going to the shops or walking in crowds, she said: “I get a lot of discrimination for how I look.
“Because I look different, people look at me as if I am an obscure creature walking down the street like an alien.
“It is a weird experience but I am good at shutting things off and I genuinely do not care what people think because if I did I certainly wouldn’t look like this.
“I think it brings out the worst in other people sometimes with me being confident in my own skin and enjoying how I look.
“That seems to trigger others for some reason and I can only assume it’s because most people in this world, certainly in the west, are not happy with themselves and predominantly their bodies.
“So when they see someone else who is confident and happy with how they look it provokes a response.”
Maddison started webcamming in the pandemic after losing her job days after furlough was announced.
It was a bold move for the natural brunette – who spent most of her 20s with no self-confidence having stayed in a relationship where she was told what to wear.
She described herself as feeling “worthless” and having no identity after moving back in with her mum when the partnership ended.
Glancing at before pictures is “painful” for her and she described seeing the “anguish and discomfort” in her old self, despite acknowledging that she was still beautiful at the time.
But she now feels reinvigorated since her saucy career switch and her third boob job last June having had her first one aged 21.
Explaining her new style, she told us: “So it’s called bimbofication and I realised I loved the look and I wanted to become more plastic and it progressed from there.
“I started to do well in the adult industry and it changed my life completely and utterly for the better.
“It is the process of seeking what you perceive as perfection. It is plastic, altered, hyper-feminine, curves, big boobs, small waist, high heels, long hair, glamorous makeup, nails, eye lashes, lip fillers, Botox, you name it.
“It takes time and dedication and you need to be interested in it. I do think there is a line you can cross where it goes from being a hobby to you are addicted to surgery.
“I am not addicted and I could stop tomorrow and my life would be great.”
She continued: “It has been a transformation of everything really. I am completely free of any pain, any self doubt and I am free from social restrictions that are put on everybody on how they are allowed to look.
“I am 30 and I finally found who I am and I feel special. I love myself and I love who I am, not just for how I look but for who I am as a person.”
Despite being happier, she reiterated to others that it does come with consequences.
Maddison warned: ”Although it has been an incredibly positive thing it comes with downsides and that is the constant looks, the eye twitches, the rolling of eyes, the comments, the laughs, the points and just the incredible amount of people looking at you.
“It takes a lot of guts.”
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